Wednesday, March 30, 2011

The Real Me~

It's been so long since yesterday. Yeah! This is the real me... I've realised that I found myself back. Yup, this is me... The one that talks a lot, sharing whatever i'm thinking and feeling out with my friends that I'm comfortable with, no matter what issue. I'll not keep this here and there. Just letting out everything. Last time, I'm used to sit down with my friends chatting with my gang. We can chat for hours not bothering the time. Reminiscing the moments, I really miss those time with my gang together. When we are happy, we are all high till crazy. When we are down, then we'll be there for each other. When we are angry, we fight and telling each other where the mistakes are. But sooner, we will be ok back. All these tested our friendship and thus, I believe this is the reason why our friendships is so strong~

Yesterday, I realised that I've really changed a lot. Not being myself for 9 months. My goodness, how stupid am I? I should not force myself to be someone I'm not to fit in them. I can find my own friends who accept me for who I am, a girl who is crazy and pampered. Well, perhaps many people thought that I'm a quiet girl. But once u know me well, haha, No Way! Crazy, naughty and I can go hay-wired. LOL~ So, what makes me realise all these? Really thanks to Maxine, Ying Ying, Yan Yuan and Jia Hui~ Yesterday, my housemates went to McD but I didn't follow because I dun feel really well. So, I went to their apartment for a 'sleepover'. Haha... My goodness. They are really warm, just like my gang last time. They understand me, they help me give their opinion and etc. Really touched... Luv ya~

So, ended up, yesterday, we chat and chat and chat till 5 in the morning~ So many topics we talked on, so many sharings, the time is just so precious, cos there's never a chance for my house to do that... Sitting in a circle... Everyone sharing their feelings and problems... Thinking back, my house only did it once before. That is the first week when we enrolled KTT, just to break the ice... Since then, no more, no more... It's really a total different feeling. U all can see and understand the problems I'm facing... Not them, maybe, I just think too much~ How to say? Hmm, really total different feeling... Once I experienced this, I wished how nice if my house is as warm as this~~~ And I think I'm addicted to this, I really love the atmosphere like that ^^

There's nothing wrong with them, just that maybe my personality just can't fit in theirs. Cos I'm crazy and naughty... Haha~ So, somehow u know la, once u found the person u can blend in well, that's gonna be so cool! So here, I would like to say, I really miss u all! Joce, Chia lin, Elodie, Joyce and Sarn. Having u guys is always the best part of my friendship life~ The moments and memories, how we did crazy stuff together, how we face problems together.... I really LOVE u all! Another sleepover, shall we? After Joce and I finished our AS exam... Haha!

In conclusion, birds of the same feathers flock together! Just be yourself cos that's the real u =)

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