Easy or Complicated?

To certain people, it maybe easy, but to the others, they may feel that it is complicated. Some of my friends are feeling so too~ To me, it is actually quite a complicated thing. There are times where I figured it out all day and night, thinking is it yes or no, wondering is it i've been thinking too much? YES! Again, to me, LOVE is a feeling which is complicated.

Like and love is two different feeling. What's the difference? Hmm, even I'm not sure. When you chat, talk, interact and do whatever thing with the one, u'll feel so happy till u wanna fly up the sky~ However, if he didn't reply your text or a little late, if u didn't see him for a period of time, u'll start to worry and miss him. All these feeling are never easy to cope to and will affect your mood easily for the day.

What about the one confessing? To me, I've always feel that in every action no matter what, it should be guy starting first... But today, I learnt some lessons from Shea Xian and Jun Yang. Both of them say, if u feel u have feeling to each other, then dun act as if u are not bothering him. U gotta take out the courage to communicate with him, responding to him. They told me one story of which a guy went to a CD shop everyday buying one CD daily just to see the girl working there. One day, he's diagnosed with cancer. On the last day he went to the shop, he confessed to the girl. But the girl did not respond and just gave him a smile. Not long after that, the guy passed away. Not knowing that, the girl went to find him and discovered that the guy had never hear the CD's bought all this while. Feeling regretted, actually all her feelings are in the CD's where all the CD's have all the love letters she wrote to him~~~

According to this, I've learnt not to be too cold, not to not show my real feeling and try my best. Here, I would like to apologise to XX. I remember the moment vividly till now. Our memories, how our relationship become better and everything. But, I'm sorry that i didn't answer to your confession. During the moment when we are still together, we are closer. But soon, we dun even keep in touch as the feeling became awkward already. Its not that I dun like you, but at the moment, the timing is just ain't right~ Really sorry.........

Having no experience at all, I dun really understand this LOVE thing. That's why I concluded it as COMPLICATED. But to certain people, its so easy~ Feeling right, and yeah, they are a couple d. Without thinking much on other matter. How easy aite? Many thought that I currently have a boyfriend or had an ex before, but my answer is NOPE! Well, they were shocked, why so? Hmm, I believe fate determines this thing and cannot be force, right? ^^ Crush, yup! Then, do they know your feeling? NOPE again.... Why? I also dunno~ LOL

Appreciate no matter what u are having now~ Be contented and be happy ^_^