You Seems to be the Other Me

The other me??? A girl i knew since Standard 1. St Nicholas Convent Primary School is the place where fate brought us to meet. 1 Cemerlang our first class same together. Telling the truth, i do not have much impression on u when in standard 1. Cos after a few months it seems, we 'lompat kelas' d. U to 1 Rajin, while i'm to 1 Setia. There, your friendship with Sarn and Joyce started. Meanwhile, i just joined u all when in Standard 3. That time, i did not know that this girl will be an important one in my friendship life in future.

Right after that, we're in the same class till we graduated in Form 5. Same school, same class for 11 years. Not an easy one. I could still remember when in standard 3, u, sarn and joyce's impression to me is 'What a bising gang'. Frankly speaking, that time u all really chatted very loud together. But somehow, we became friends at last. Then in the same year, we've got to transfer to a whole new school. That year, we sat together and also the moment our true friendship begins.

In the past, i know i did lots of stuff that make u unhappy and even hurt your hearts. I do remember u told me before that telling sorry is useless. So, i decided to repay u back through my actions. Supporting u in everything u do, any decision u take and also try to understand u better. Perhaps now i'm trying my best to help u when u're facing problems. I'm not perfect, but i'll help u with my whole strength.

11 years of friendship is never easy to gain and is indeed a very big wound to cure if we lose it. Having u in my friendship life brings more joys and laughters, despite sadness and cries. Theres' no friendships that have no fights. So, its normal for us to fight sometimes. But hope it would be less for its part to be taken by happy moments. Better right???

Sharing our problems together, i think u're the one that knows most of my secrets. And do believe n me like how u see me. Don't ever again listen to people nonsense tuduhan, then fight with me again oo. Its really hurting u know??? (I can still remember the s'pore one) Haha... Forget bout that. I promise i'll not do that. Cos i believe the friend that i know more rather than a simple friend.

I'm really glad cos u'll come seek me whenever u face problems. Any problems like relationships, friendships and etc... What i can do is just comforting and giving advices, opinions and sharing the feelings. But i did try my very best in order to make u feel better. About u and that breakfast, i welcome u to share everything with me. Sincerely telling, I'll be a good listener.

I couldn't text everything we experince together all out. Cos really too much. 11 years... Guess the words to be text will be infinity. But i just hope that u'll understand that i'll always stay by your side. I don;t know how to express all out my feeling. Hope u understand what i actually mean. I really thank god for letting u to walk into my life and thanks to u too for letting me to walk into your life.

This post is meant to Jocelyn Vadivelloo from Heng Yee Cheeng. Thanks to everything u've given me!!!